musiclover422

A shadow sneaks across the room fading and disappearing from the realm of reality slipping from existence no one notices the life assocaited with the soul that quivers at the sound of their voice I am broken, buried deep beneath these secrets, a part of me, wall surround me, closing in but what happens in the end? a flash of light and suddenly I'm not the girl I used to be I will rise above the tongues dripping with the bitter juice of deceit and anger higher than the words shouted to mock and kill the hope of a better future to bring others down Yet, I am still broken a lost soul trying to find its way home. Dying, injured from the wo

I wake up shaking trying to forget the terrors I saw. HE was there, taunting me through it all. I lay back down and look to my left, HE is still there. I try to escape but I realize HE is everywhere. I close my eyes and dream about my fortress my safe haven where nothing can hurt us. Baby you save me from all my fears even when I start to drown in my own tears You're my knight in shining armor baby, there is nothing we can do except fight for this cause I love you.

Deep down inside you may see a couple of scratche and bruises. But they mean nothing just scars from the past. Of years spent searching for something I could never have. Trying to fill the voids of something I've lacked. Paranoid, yet hoping I thought I had it in my grasp. But I've learned not to blink because time travels too fast. Something special something new and unique. It filled every void and it reached every peak. But yet I forgot and started to blink. And I lost my grip was alone once again. But there is more than just a scratch, there is a giant hole in me. You weren't just another babe you were so much mo

I don't understand it myself The flower that opens But just enough to get a glimpse inside Then it closes before it can see the mess. Before the viewer can see the true ugliness Hidden behind the fake beauty; To see the scars left from those previous. I guess it's just a part of nature To hide To close in on itself when others are around. The beauty of the secrets hidden within, kept hidden from the rest of the world. Not ready yet to show who they really are. To wonder if people will still like it; For its true self. Have you ever wondered how the world sees you?

I've got my own little monster coiled in my head it's what keeps me living but what also makes me dead A black hole taking everything in spitting nothing out a never ending hunger to know more to take more to destroy more with nothing to stop it a parasitic disease sucking me dry from the inside out to the point of insanity only one thing to stop it to create a hope for the future the only thing that helps is being near you

Silence, it speaks louder than words. The words I could never say scream out into the silent night. No one to listen, no one to hear. Only the repeating echos of the truth inside, the voices I can't ignore, and everything I hide. The words I don't dare to speak, slip out and leave traces of all I meant to say.

You're like a song on the radio I just can't get you out of my head I hit replay Just to hear it again Every line And every verse Memorized And rehearsed So simple the tune So sweet the words All my thoughts will now be heard I just need a few minutes It won't take that long I'll sing it for you Cause babe your my favorite song

its a weird feeling going from excruciating pain to feeling nothing at all to not even realizing whats going on not even being here anymore then going back to excruciating pain its so unbearable im surprised ive lasted this long but i dont know how much longer i can last as i slowly fade away from humanity drifting to insanity and just slowly disppearing from your life in hope that it will be better cause im tired of screwing it up. but i dont know which id prefer cause at least when i feel pain i still know where i stand but you get so used to feeling numb that its normal to you which would you chose?

Do you remember when we talked about our fairytale? How you were the prince and I was your princess all the dragons were slain tonight was the night of all nights as we danced til everyone else disappeared and it was just you and me remember when we said it was a dream both of us thinking we were the lucky one never wanting to wake up never wanting to let go promising we would hold on tight tonight was the night of all nights as we danced til everyone else disappeared and it was just you and me as we danced together all throughout the night and how you held me close when i was starting to cry everything felt so right r

As I sit here and the tears silently roll down my cheeks I think of all the other times I cried myself to sleep. The pain I get just makes me want to disappear to be gone forever never to return and mess up your life once more. I've already messed it up enough. would you even care? if I was gone forever? would you want a goodbye first? No, why would you? Anyway heres my last thing to say my final goodbye I just want you to know that I love you thats why I always held back I always have loved you and always will the only thing true to my heart but impossible to obtain I love you, don't miss me later enjoy you're life cau